apologize.....

p.w, i am sorry!
i think for a whole night, i think i need to say sorry to u!
i really want be friend with u more, can u forgive me? i'm sorry! i know u very sad because wat i wrote on the blog, i am sorry, coz i didnt think about ur feel! hope u can forgive me and be friend with me. u will be friend with me?

SADNESS..WTF???

T_T i missed edi~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAT channel V got TVXQ leh~~~go die la~~why no one told me???? WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! isabelle lucky lor...SUJU's is on 18th of JULY...==

cut yourself?? ==

today carmen told me..you cut yourself..as in commit suicide??~~when you're reading this post...dun think tat i felt sorry..OF CUZ I WONT~~and when did i told you to go die aR??you're the one who told siti to tell me GO DIE~~ if you dun have the guts to kill yourself...dun ever try and write in your blog la ok?? it will only memper-downwater-kan diri== and then i told carmen "after you read my newest post,you'll know how much i hate her" carmen said "yalor~~you hate her..but she's tong ku-ING~~" FUNNY LOR~~did anyone forced her to be so tong ku?? i'm not a gud fren..i know~~so why wasting your own time crying+tongku?? its not like i'm your BF and i dumped you...== no i didnt ~~i only jue jiao wif you?? so wad?? and today during chinese class..she suddenly talked to me and of cuz i ignored her~~LOL~~when did i said i'll talk to you?? I WONT hao ma?? and its so disgusting..tat you cut yourself juz becuz of our worthless friendship...EW~~so disgusting...i want to vomit== and padan muka lor..xxx hates you~~who told you to be so 8?? PADAN MUKA!!!!!!!

PS ~ plz dun ever cut yourself again becuz your family would blame me and i wont go lawat you in the hospital de..so dun waste your time la ok?? and plz dun talk to me...

yeah you're right..

you're right at everything...i know== you said i never treat you as a true fren...but did you?? remember how you scolded me on my bday?? till now i still remember~!!! remember wad you said to me when you're sick?? tat day you sms me..you said "i'm very sick..but i didnt told my mom" and then i was worried about you..so i replied "tell your mom la~~~i dun want to lawat you in the hospital" i was juz trying to be funny so tat you'll feel better....but remember wad you said on the next day?? you told me "its all your fault~!!! i told my mom about it...and she brought me to the hospital..and the doctor said tat i have to stay in the hospital..its all your fault for cursing me~~" xcuse me...but did i heard "curse"??? i was worried about you and you said i cursed you?? i tried to explain to you tat i was juz worried about you and GOD KNOWS i have cursing power..== but still you said it was my fault...MY FAULT?? so this is wad you called "true fren"??? i know...after reading this post..for sure you'll tell me "when did i said you cursed me??" you deny everything you did~~~you're right after all...i didnt treat you like a true fren..becuz you wasnt treating me like a true fren either~!!!!

it'll never be the same..

even though we "berbaik semula"...it'll never be the same...i'll treat you like a normal..i mean super normal fren..i'll never share my feelings..my mood..my secrets wif you anymore~~i'll dump you..i'll leave you alone..and then we'll argue again..wad's the point wasting your time..apologizing to me??? wad's the point asking me "what you want me to do then you'll 4giv me??" even if i 4giv you..it'll never be the same anymore...we'll never be best frens anymore..and besides...i oledi have a new best fren..plz..dun please me to 4giv you..i wont..becuz i'll only hurt you more and more..CHEE YERN IS OLEDI MY NEW BEST FREN..I'LL TREAT HER LIKE A TRUE FREN~~you'll never be in my heart anymore..so plz dun sms me again and please me to 4giv you k?? and you're the one who told SITI to tell me..GO DIE~~ so why should i 4giv you??